Hey! I’m back from Argentina (Ard-hen-dtheen-aw)!
First, again let me thank you for the most uplifting comments and emails ever. I’m going to be fine (i’m going to be wonderful even!). I just need reminders now and then, and you have all been more supportive and motivational than I ever dreamed.
Second, I missed Piperjane so blasted much. I was really happy at the way I booked this vacation. I could have booked the flights for 3 days longer without having to take any extra time off work, but I realized that by going from Sunday-Sunday, I wouldn’t have to skip any weekends of seeing pip! It was great to be able to spend a few full day visits with her before I left, and after landing back in NYC head straight up for another full day visit yesterday before returning to work today.
But you know when you miss someone so much? And you start to feel a little pit in your belly? I got that halfway through my trip. So, I did what I always do when I’m at work, or out of town or just not sleeping right and yearn for my little nugget. I look at photos on my phone. Out of all the fancy apps and features phones have these days, I think storing photos is my favorite.
Here are a few that made me smile/cry.
Pippy at speech therapy a few months ago.
(she is hard of hearing, but these headphones connect to something you can speak into to help her hear a little. i don’t know how much it works but she sure enjoys wearing the headphones!)
Pip doing the tangled-snuggle. One of our favorite types of snuggles.
Her new love of making Plex kiss things. Last time it was Plex and the giraffe, this time it was Plex and Foofa.
This picture is over two years old, but it’s still one of my faves. I can’t believe how sweet that smile is.
I have been feeling really positive about my future with Piper Jane. I’m dreaming of all the sleepovers we can have and the long visits on the weekends. It’s going to be really great for both of us.
I’m hoping to upload my photos from Buenos Aires soon! I have to get a card reader first so it might be a few days 
Much love to my blog friends.
You are truly inspirational. Welcome home! Lots of love as you begin this new adventure with your gorgeous little one!
I am glad you had a wonderful trip and have great plans with your new adventures in life. That new room of Piper Jane’s with that snazzy couch will make for some fun sleepovers. All the best!
Much love to you and the Pipster!
The last pic of piper is my favorite! So cute!
You are going to be phenomenal!
Welcome Back!!! And here’s to the new chapter in your life!
Much love right back at ya!
Your Pip certainly has one of the best shoe collections out there!!
Welcome Back!
Love the pics. And love that you sound refreshed and ready for your next chapter. You got this girl! XOXO
When me and my boyfriend separated our son was 2. After the first shock I really took on my next chapter: me and my kid, me and my friends and ME. I hope you can see the positive sides of life. lots of love. j.
Thinking of you and sending lots of positive vibes!! You should make Katy Perry’s song Part of Me your new anthem and blast it whenever you’re feeling blue:)!!
I *knew* that plex and foofa were secretly making out when no one was looking!
I think that you are going to find the person you truly deserve who won’t leave you alone and will move heaven and earth to help you maximize your time with your gorgeous daughter. My guess is that in a few years you’ll be so happy and won’t be able to believe how you used to live your life.
This is so sweet! I’m glad you got to come home and have wonderful Pip time- and I’m so glad you’re feeling more positive. Vacations can do a wonder!
Can’t stop thinking of you, Angel girl. The rainbows are pouring out and over to you and I just can’t stop them xxxxxx <3
Reagan,
I hate to make assumptions here since none of us truly know what’s going on in your life. But if you and jake are in fact getting divorced I wanted to just reaffirm you are not alone. There is so much joy ahead of you.
My ex and I divorced in December. We were similair to you, Mormon upbringing, married in Vegas. I decided last December I was done being unhappy. I never could have imagined five months ago that I could be as blissfully happy as I am today. I’m not saying its easy. Starting over can be wildly scary. But it’s also an incredible journey of self discovery and ultimately peace.
And there is love after divorce. I’ve met an incredible man (wasnt really looking, it just miraculously fell into place.) he treats me more thoughtfully than I knew existed in relationships. We’re actually headed to NYC next weekend!
Keep thinking positive. I’ve loved reading your blog. You and your pip always bring a smile to my face.
Kelsey
I honest have to say, that I truly enjoy reading your story.I have a son who is know 11 years. He was born with the same syndrome has piper,Reading your story made me remember where I was 11 years ago and the sadness that I felt. I can honestly say, that today I feel very bless and my son brings me so much joy and give me understanding to my life.
I would love to send you pictures of my son, in hopes that this will bring you joy and hope for your daughter.
much love your way!